I NEED TO DO SOMETHING!!!!!!!!!


I'm now on the computer,
I have cleaned it out
I have deleted excess files
I organized all my music
I worked on some of my programs
I played guitar hero 2
I watch T.V.


I need to go out but I can't
damn sickness
Damn all the Eggs in the WORLD!!!!!!!!

random moent,
love you all.

byeeeeee

I am a body of natural wonders, so much strength inside me, so many ways to set it free. Oh how so much pain it must endure, to ensure. I will stable my monster, I will control the terror I can give. I am but a mere.......

Stoned Soldier.

I should tell you..........
I should tell you..........
I've got baggage...........


Hey, Haven't posted lately, I'll post now I guess.

I've noticed how empty my life's been since I got out of the relationship, so I'm trying to occupy myself. I'm getting Old friends back like Kristen and Alicia. and I'm even making new friends now, so it's new to me I guess. I even decided to go back into track for the first time in 2 years.

I actually enjoy track now. It makes me push my body so far to where I want to collapse on the ground from it. I enjoy that pain. (yes it's weird I know). It makes me feel that I can't feel anything worse than that so I keep going until I can't hurt anymore. Apparently there's already rumors going around about the reasons I joined track, and For the record, who ever believe them (you are an idiot). But it's gonna be weird in a sport for the first time in a while. cuz now i got Work and Track to deal with.

Hung out with Mel today
We just sat around doing nothing, and I soooo kicked her ass in Pac-Man! but then again......she soooo kicked my ass in Soul Calibur.

Watched rent yesterday, and that movie was really lame at the beginning, but after a while, it was so sad and scary about what could happen to people in the future, but now I can say it's one of my favorite movies.

Well nothin else to do.

Talk to you all later
Gonna go jog for a little while. (i'm hyper)
see ya whenever or where ever

------------------Sincerely----------------
------------------------------Kyle Grigg---

Hate me all you want
I'm only part dead already

Bored getting ready for work.....BLEGH!


Yesterday was fun
Went to work and it sucked but there were moments when I goofed off with friends
Kristin gave me a ride home and she wanted me to goto a party with her, I laughed and told her I don't do parties.

Then my sis gave me a ride to mel's house and we got bored so we turned on her Itunes and put in on shuffle. We danced to almost every song, LOL We Danced to the Venga Boys!!! OOTZ! I learned I have a very diverse and Underground type of music. But oh well

I'll be home at 5:15 and I have to clean my room (yay >:[).

I get to go back to school tomorrow and hopefuly this time I won't get suspended. Or maybe I will, whatever urge is stronger :).

I now learned that my neighbors don't like a stereo blaring at 11:30 at night with screaming death medal.

I watched Eragon for the first time on friday. and it was an overall 8.7 . Idk it just wasn't my thing, but it was still a kickass movie!

I gotta start going shopping soon for florida supplies
BAND TRIP TO FLORIDA! I get to leave shithole michigan, so worth the moeny.
I might get to start driver's training, if all my grades are good (which actually have improoved alot) I just really hope I passed everything (except math, I already know I failed)

well I got to go, I start in 9 minutes,


----------Sincerely---------------Mr. Nuke
-----------------Kyle [[Woodchip]] Grigg-------------

NO school cuz of suspension for me! :D

But then again

school is the only thing that keeps me going
it's where all my friends are
where I go to have some fun in stead of on the computer all day.

I wish I could've hit the son of a bitch without the teacher grabbing me and pulling me away and not letting go. I hate Substitutes. they do nothing. they sit there and watch students ridicule each other.

they don't deserve jobs.

hopefully

-------------------some people will finally get the hint. I'm done sitting on the sides. I'm done not fighting for myself
and I am finally becoming a man amongst morons
___________________________________________________


-------Sincerely:
----------------------Kyle C. Grigg
Love you guys

Nukes
bombs
knives
.more
pills
ropes
razors
swords
wires
strings
walls
floors


these
are
my
chores


lol that was completely random....
or was it?

welcome to the heart of Kyle

population - 137,344,230,099
[in other words]
{the world's population}



I'm posting for the first time in a couple days so here I go.

went to work yesterday, had no money so me and my friend James would hang out, and he had popsicles everywhere. they were the chocolate nutty covered ones. and I got a headache from not eating good food, and not eating much at all. so I went home and went to sleep on the couch for about 1 1/2 hours

Woke up and Mel was there. I guess I'm lucky she came cuz she got annoyed that I was sleeping but we hung out anyway. We went in the basement and set up my VCR and stereo so we could watch homeward bound.

We're about halfway into it now, cuz we couldn't finish it. She had to go home. The movie made us both sad, she said she wouldn't cry unless I cried first. [for the record I didn't]. I guess hanging out with her made me a bit more emotional.

I got Guitar Hero II

Pimpage I finally got the visual chord to work so I played guitar hero II all last night and this morning. Some people say it gets boring when you beat it. I tell them I don't cuz it's music and I never get bored when something involves music. My favorite song on the game is [The Police - Message in a bottle] cuz the irony is, me and my mom both love that song. she still has their CD and we both listen to it.

Hung out with Robin today. and it's now 3:50 PM. so I gotta figure out what I'm gonna do for the rest of the day. Leave me a reply if you want.

Later

------with love
----------Kyle C. Grigg

How such happiness for someone I care for

can give me such a heartache
but I know control

Frozen in fear you say?

I'm caught in my own fire.

but oh well

I'll post an LJ tomorrow I don't feel that enjoying tonight

I'm sad, annoyed, depressed, dehydrated

as long as she's happy,

I'll take the crap, even if she doesn't know I hide it...

I am Jack's conscience
alone I depend on the hearts of others
Now, I am Jack's regret


I am Maria's Heart
Together my Partner knocked me down
Now, I am Maria's scars


I am Kyle's Memories
My best freind, standing beside me
I am now Kyle's stomach aches


I am feeling very depressed today, I am able to handle it but now I am still in control.

I learn to accept what I can't control, and just take what the world can throw at me.

Because You all know that..... I will continue to prove you all how wrong you can be.

Because I am very self-destructive

and I can push my body a good couple miles, before I'm outta gas.

but even then. I keep going.

Because......



I'm just that damn strong.